Faith Ng

2011-02-11T09:30:00.000-08:00

好吗这次我是真的要走
好吗这次就让我做决定
虽然还是没能忍住眼泪
这次我真的想通了
原来不是只要爱就可以
原来怎么爱才是个问题
可是自己解决不了问题
这次就算是我输了
对未来的情人听听她的话多一些
少一点迂回心理游戏
对未来的情人想想她的好多一些
坚强的感情要两个人努力

如果我们都觉得很委屈
如果现在都比不上回忆
就让最初最美好的开心
慢慢慢慢的死了心
对未来的情人听听她的话多一些
少一点迂回心理游戏
对未来的情人想想她的好多一些
坚强的感情要两个人努力
总有一天你全部都会明白
可惜总有一天不是现在
未来等你的人不会是我
要更洒脱也要更快活
对未来的情人听听她的话多一些
少一点迂回心理游戏
对未来的情人想想她的好多一些
坚强的感情要两个人努力
要一起努力

2011-02-05T09:48:00.001-08:00

Last night you held me tight in your arms and told me its not over yet
we just have to go through this together
its just all a start .
often i feel like my presence dont matter to you
and i want to feel needed
im tired of our differences ,
but you said its fine
just because you are not the one compromising
i cant read you ,
no matter how hard i try to make things work
you always screw it up
my mind tell me to stop falling deeper ,
but my heart just melt away in your arms.
everytime when i try to tell you how i feel ,
you never seem to get it.
though you seem to know me well ,
but you dont know a women heart well
you dont know what i want and you never try
im trying so hard to understand the way you want it to be ,
but you say im not trying hard enough
im struggling.
cause everytime im ready to let go , you pull me back
i know you try to make me feel better
and say you will bring me to shop the next day
you accompanied me to get my wallet done,
though you were the one complaining in the first place about it
i expected you to be grumbling about the queues and wait
but surprisingly , you just stand there and waited a lil impatiently
we also headed to scout for his wallet
went in boutique after boutique but i know we will end up choosing the last stop
Lv mens wallet are still the best
though not fantastic but compare to other brands
i got the full black leather for him,
we did the hot stamp so hes gonna wait a few more days to get it
i guess that make his day
we still have to change his pants and shorts
before he head for his family dinner and i move on to get my phone done
at apple but they end up getting me to go singtel
thank god reach there before they close ,
so after its done , rush to gather with bernard and peggy
at peggy's cousin place
its totally my dream place.
that sum up my day.

Upload the photos another day

Ciaos

Deep down i love you more than i could imagine
thats why i could never seem to let you go

2011-02-01T08:24:00.000-08:00

Was feeling moody last night ,

instead of heading home i decided to head down to the cafe

since i haven been there since ages

went there to take a peek .
to realise theres so many more things now.
They make me sandwiches , and served me soup of the day!
theres still room for improvement though for the sandwiches
we need to do more events at the cafe ,
its too quiet !
Any Birthday Party or Corporate Events ?
feel free to contact us at 85339688 !
Today had a long day of work ,
was pretty lazy to get up to work at first .

after work, rush to baby's place to wake him up
was suppose to shop for both of our wallet
but he was too tired
so he just throw his attitude at me and got me to get his credit card
to stop disturbing him -.-
thank god winnie was in town ,
so got her to accompany me to get my wallet
was a fast one , but now i feel a lil impulsive
cause i know with such colour and material ,
my wallet wont be in good condition for long .
cause that happens to gucci too ,
same kind of material , but hopefully the quality is comparable

anyway thats the last piece and only colour so i was a little anxious
and follow by dinner at the awesome ramen restaurant at Mandarin Gallery
the long queues was worth it
but the service by the manager was terrible .
and winnie end up screwing her up
but at least she was apologetic
this lunar new year definitely gonna be a good one
my second new year with dear ,
but hes joining me this year for visiting
and my first time joining his family for dinner
and im going to the flower festival with Bernard
and gambling season w Winnie and JJ and Andy gang
so gonna be awesome , i hope >.*

Loves !
I have a group of awesome friends,
which make my life great

Im gonna make this year a great one
diving ,
Sky-diving,
backpacking !
more trips

2011-01-30T07:25:00.000-08:00

i brace myself into your arms,
falling deeper into the maze of yours
to keep finding the way to the end point
or to leave this maze i cant decide

if im stronger , i'll let this pass.
even if i didnt make it through, i know i tried
im tired of talking to you , trying to make you understand
tired of convincing myself to do things i never enjoyed
all the things done was never seem to be appreciated
it seem like it was just my foolish decision
so many things i hate about you and lil things i love about you
yet im so in love with ya.
one day will i look back and laugh at my stupidity
in fact , im drained.
i dont know what i can do to make things better anymore
no longer looking forward to anything.
Just wish for time alone now
trying hard to let it go slowly now .
maybe im just not that girl for you...

i know i would not be so insistent
if you would have given me more.

2011-01-24T00:45:00.000-08:00

Somehow after not blogging for awhile ,
i have no idea how to start.
Want to note down every part of my memories now .
So far im doing good .
Enjoying the new year 2011, everything seems to be getting better as days pass
Family issue are not so intense now .
Less quarrels and fights with him , cause im trying hard not to say anything that will spark the quarrel.
it was a tough year end for him , glad that i could be some help for him .
Finally , he brought me to his place to meet his parents officially
haha and it really feel good though wasnt anything officially but i do appreciate the fact
Just feel like its a start for our relationship and i do feel more secure now.
Somehow im used to his bad habit now .
His sleeping habit , his lateness , his laziness .
staying at downtown during the weekend is something im doing for the past month
just hoping one day , he would just tell me maybe we should head to town or something
or at least do something interesting .
You never know actuallly every lil things said or done was deeply heard by me and remembered.
Everything just happens in a flash,
soon Chinese new year and Valentine day are coming
im all prepared for chinese new year and warming up for it
Done my nails which cost me a little too much than normal
but now im obsessed with gel nails .
just feel so disorientated when its was out
and brought my clothes online and my pretty new garments !
which i think was well-spent :)
awaiting for my bonus from my boyfriend ,
hopefully he honor his agreement with me on the wallet !
anyway totally love my new watch & my new camera samsung ex1 .
so im all ready for new year !

Loves

2011-01-12T05:30:00.000-08:00

Ages since i blogged,
I deleted all my past achives and decided to start blogging again
Cause i can finally upload pictures now ,
Year 2010 didnt ended well .
Definitely not gonna let this year be another disappointment
And Secret of Beautiful Eyes Spree 4 has launched !
www.secretofbeautifuleyes.blogspot.com

I want to travel so badly again ,
but not thailand please
i know i'll end up being there
I haven accomplished my backpack in asia dream last year
hopefully i would be able to achieved it .
In fact, im afraid of stepping out alone
staying in a Motel.
but i need to save up first !

Let me stay out of all those things ,
and keep me safe in here.

2010-01-27T08:54:00.000-08:00

bewildered over my feelings
lots of uncertainties
im once again beaten down by your words
now im just standing on a precarius edge that i balanced on,
it wouldnt take me much to knock me down
whether to walk forward or to walk back
all the word you said impacted deep in my heart
you are capable of making me smile
you are always there to pull me up when i fall
you make my heart pound
you make my mind go wild
and you are indecipherable
both are uncertain of whats gonna happen in the future
or even next few years , are we capable of waiting for each other
and I have totally no confident of keeping you by my side
and for that i knew the answer deep in my heart

the harder i push myself away
the harder you try to pull me back

Forever ?
I wonder how long it would keep me going still
but I made up my mind to wait

2010-01-20T05:51:00.000-08:00

Daisy are my love

Angus Steakhouse
Loves!

Moko !
someone trying to steal the spotlight

Oysters !

Gelare
I miss Gelare
Just miss the old times with samantha
when we are always looking forward to tuesday
with the half price waffle and we will always head down
to have it every tuesday .

Roses & Daisy

Wine (:
My love shiraz

Homecook Food !

Breakfast !

i managed to spent my time to the fullest everyday
with the smallest things in life
so if you gonna ask me what im been up to
i really have no idea exactly
Making merry everyday?
Haha , Yes i hope so too
went Moko recently
brought oyster over to enjoyed it with wine (:
Excellente combination !
Moko is a thai bar
its newly furnished and i love it
probably cause i was treated well there
with the best treatment by the staffs

Movie with Huiling & Patrick
Spy Next Door as well as The Morgans
Thumbs up for both movie ,
i really enjoyed both
Just went jogging , im gonna train for any upcoming marathon
i always wanted to try running marathons !
im gonna maintain this healthy lifestyle
im really thankful for what you done
i saw your effort in making everything work out
your sincerity did moved me
but im not ready for this

i made the first move
and i'll let fate decide the rest

2010-01-16T04:51:00.000-08:00

Its the little things in life that i misses the most
Homecook food
Haven had it for a year
Just came back from my run,
as usual ran towards waterfront
the scenary was exceptionally nice today
i dreamt of you recently
i been trying hard to keep you away
but nothing seem to work
i cant seem to move on
every place seems to leave a trace of our memories
maybe when i decided to let it go ,
i shouldnt have habour any hopes of your return
i really hope to meet someone that could replace you
but all this while i failed to do so ,
i just cant seem to accept any other
its always nice to flip back the archives and look back
Time will heal but it doesnt seem to be working on me
but i'll try harder every single day
i know i'll meet someone that could make me feel the same way
met Nicholas recently after ages
the last time we met was 3years ago
went for lunch at Dempsey

brought him to PS Cafe
and his non stop cold jokes
now when i think of PS Cafe ,
i would think of 'the horse'
im waiting for his wedding invitation now
everyone end up in a perfect relationship
yet i just fall deeper into the hole

i miss new york !

2010-01-12T00:10:00.000-08:00

Cable Skiing at East Coast Park

Faith & Hilary
Loves

Our Life and Death Contract

Food !

More Food !!

Went Cable Skiing with Hilary last weekend
its was awesommeee
but on the other hand its was extremely tiring
i manage to achieve skiing one round!
im pretty proud of myself
and after that all of us are super hungry
and everyone went to order ,
after that we realise we are ordering too much
its was a table full of food just for the four of us
had nice time talking about their embarassed moments
Met JJ and winnie , Adrian recently for mahjong
im in love with the soccer game
Go Manchester !
though i know nuts about video games
but i really do enjoy the process
more soccer games and less mahjong
im gonna quite mahjong sooonnnnnn
Things is getting complicated
Its leading me nowhere but deeper into the amazon
i wish i had a clearer vision of what i want exactly
i just need someone to complete my life
who loves me more than i do
who understand my wants and needs
who care about my life
who willing to do anything just to see my smile
who picture me into his future

when im with him , im thinking of you

2010-01-05T05:10:00.000-08:00

Nuggets , they are my favourit candle (:
and we caught them on the street

Brooklyn Bridge

its so adorable and really big
i always love dog

At Asia Bar !
Drinks & Fun

Judy and Nao
Two really nice friends i met

Cupcakes for me
they decide to Pre Celebrate my birthday for me

Last Dinner in New York :(
i miss the food there

Judy's friend , Judy , Weiqi and Kam

Kam and Me
It was nice meeting her
we seem to clique pretty well and we had a great talk
over the Brooklyn bridge which was really nice
and we are virgo !

Both of them were as crazy over hong kong drama as me (:

Chelsea Market
Christmas Decoration

look at the huge nutella!

Yoghurt with mochi , raspberry and oreo
its delicious!

i love red mango !

Candid shot of weiqi and kam

Korean cusine
the whole table of appetisers
i was too hungry so i dint manage to take any pictures of the main dish

The Rockettes

Christmas Spectacular !
Thanks for this arrangement made by weiqi

overviewing manhattan

loves

The mini cake at Boston Chinatown
i love it

Dim Sum at Boston chinatown

New Year Eve countdown
look at the crowd though we are 20blocks away

Kam was high with drinks

New Year Eve hotpot !

On the way back to new york

Snowning at Boston before i left

Tiramisu

Raspberry Cheesecake

Walking on the icy river
thrilling !
you never know the next sec , the ice will just crack
thats what the two guy was scaring me the whole time
walking through it

Brought Mike for bubble tea
i had the really awful bubble tea

Weiqi enjoying his bubble tea

Boston!

Best Oysters !
At the Oldest restaurant in Boston

and the best clam chowder !
i give this a 9/10

i love this cosy part of the house
their mini lounge

Scene from the room
wouldnt it be nice waking up with sucha a scene outside
i feel refreshed every morning

White House

Reflecting River and the Memorial
the reflecting river was all frozen

Abraham Lincoln
He's an inspiring guy

Beautifulcupcakes

Sushi

subway in chinatown
Look at Subway in chinese
Sounds really weird

Rib eye

Lamb Chop

Lobster soup

Escagot
Lovelovelove

Oysters !

Sight on Rockfella
New York City

Welcome to New York City

Lego Candle Man

Doll House

The Huge Piano ,
which kids go crazy for

Central Park
Weiqi & Me

Central Park view from the top

Faith , Judy , Nao and Kam
Cheese !

WeiQi and Andrew

Look at tom face Haha

Cheers

Alcoholic Andrew

Andrew & Tom

Best Pizza in town
it was really great (:

My Breakfast done by WeiQi
Omelette with ham
thats how badly i was pampered with food in new york (:

Korean Town

Macy's Christmas tree

Snowman By Me and Weiqi

My First stop ,
Farmingdale , its at long island

My Worn out face

i had the whole row for myself (:

New York , DC Washington , Boston , Brooklyn
I'm back !
manage to travel to these places in around two weeks
took me quite sometime to upload all the pictures
and im starting to miss them
they are really great to hang out with ,
Kam , Nao and the 2Judy
all the laughters and talk we shared
i never gonna forget the talk i had with Kam on brooklyn bridge (:
i cant wait to see them again
though i only met the girls a few times
but we definitely had a great time
Weiqi was a wonderful tour guide ,
manage to bring me around to so many places
and it was nice to have him as a shopping companion
someone to give you suggestions and take your shopping bag
yes and i appreciate that
he never seem to have enough sleep due to the tight schedule
and my lovely brekafast every morning
He's always been sucha good friend !
i cant wait for him to return ,
the warm city is waiting for him to be back

5more months !
and im still adjusting back, totally worn out when im back
i had a great white chirstmas and new year
20hours flight to and fro , it was a remarkable experience
i didnt expect myself to be able to do it all alone
it was great to have wine and movie to keep me company on the plane

thank god ,when i arrived i manage to caught sight of weiqi once i exited
Christmas Eve was spent walking around new york city
i love New York City,
the very first day i was still enjoying the cold
not till it started to rain and the blowing wind comes along
i couldnt stand abit more of the cold when the cold wind blow in your skin
haha , and thats when i miss singapore so much
i miss the hot sun !
its minus degree for me at the last few days
and it was really rush for us everyday
Travelling around here and there
and i always had to wake up really early there
DC washington was so much a place for family
to visit the musuem and sight seeing ,its clean and nice there
except Winter . it was so cold that i just wish to stay in the hotel
every single minute im fighting against the cold wind dashing towards me
Shopping for me for the first few days
Chill out the group of people met there
and they are all asians (:
the second day was great
everyone was tipsy and the guys started to be funny in the bar
singing chinese song and dancing bad romance
i miss the moments
DC sights was great too
catch helock holmes there
He's my inspiration !
and went boston , another great city
had the best oyster and clam chowder
Did a lil shopping down there
and had my first time walking on the frozen river at boston
and back to new york !
Lots of things to shared but its gonna be thousand words by then
USA is totally awesome
looking forward for more trips
Hawaii , Tokyo , Middle east , Europe !

Neeeewww Yorrrrkkk
Misses

Forever is the word
its a new begining

2009-12-30T08:10:00.001-08:00

Hey !
i'm having a great time in USA
its a place in the world you definitely got to drop by
the coldness is just killing me thats when i really appreciate singapore
currently at boston now (:
Hopefully it snows .
have a long day ahead of me ,
i cant wait for new year eve ,
the ball drop at Times square !
Gonna be back on the 4th !!!!
I miss my girlfriends
I miss the party in singapore with the girls .
I miss the sun in singapore
Haha , but other than that i just wish that time would stop at this very moment

Loves